Since I pulled some hip ligaments in 2012 I have been having more and more problems riding anything in my bike stable, and I gave away all my CF bikes last fall. I need something to ride that doesn't fall over if not fully under control and that I don't have to throw a leg over to get on the bike, which does not come close to anything in my garage. I have lost a lot of muscle mass since the start of the pandemic, which I lay at the feet of not being able to hop on my bike and go do things. I lost over 20 pounds since March of last year, mostly from my glutes and quads I have also been having balance issues because so much of my weight is in my skeleton because of bone density and size (I really am "big boned").
 
Not asking for anything, just feeling sorry for myself and sharing with like-minded individual.